Ghosts of the Midnight Star
                                                     By
                                        Santanico and Grommie

 
 
 
Chapter One: The Abyss

First had been the screaming – that had been the most unbearable part of the whole ordeal. For who knew how long, he’d been screaming, without words or even a voice. There had been nobody to hear, or at least nobody who’d particularly cared what he was experiencing. Beryl, he’d suspected, could possibly hear him; but, seeing as she’d been the one to cast him into this Hell in the first place, he doubted she’d be the one who was going to set him free. And now, nor would she.
    Then had come the pain. The unspeakable, agonising pain, that would have sent a lesser man than he into the depths of madness.  Paroxysms of agony had racked his mind and body for what seemed to him like seven eternitys.  His screaming had reached fever pitch, then, on the days when his entire being was twisted in pain. Then, after many a night and day…it had stopped.
   That was the silence. The pure, pristine silence, in the crystalline tomb he’d been buried within. Everything seemed so clear to him now. He had been such a fool, such a fool. The doubts and insecurities that had plagued him before had vanished, the taunts and mocking remarks of Neflyte seeming to be little more than a bad dream, a dream from which he had finally awoken.
    Everything would be all right now. He was clear of mind, his thoughts were once more his own. He had, for so long, been teetering on the brink of a yawning chasm, a limbo, purgatory, an abyss. He supposed that, perhaps, at some point, he might even have fallen in. But that was all behind him now.
   He was back. Back from the abyss.
 

The voice had begun perhaps a week ago, perhaps a year; time no longer held much of a meaning for him. At first he’d naturally assumed, to his despair, that his willpower had not been strong enough to withstand the freezing, and he had at last descended into madness. However, slowl, he had come to the realisation that the voice he’d been hearing was not one of his own invention; instead, it emanated from someone outside the capsule. It was a sweet, low, melodious voice, that reminded him of somebody he’d known far too long ago for him to remember everything about them.
   At first it had been hard for him to realise what the voice was muttering to itself, but, finally, he could make out snatches of sentences. “How long will it be before you can hear me? Do you not realise how much I need to be with you? I know you can hear me. You have to hear me! You’re all I have left…”
    Whenever the voice was speaking, he soon realised, a feeling of warmth rushed over his still form – an unknown source of energy? He wondered. After many days, he at last had the strength to reply to the voice’s pleas, although to ask him to recall what he said would be impossible. All he could do was mumble vague responses to the voice, who, he’d realised, was female – something about loving her and staying with her forever, the kind of lies he knew women like her needed to hear.
    At last, after what seemed like forever, he had begun to make out his surroundings – the cold whiteness of snow, and ice, the points of stalactites stabbing down toward the floor. In fact, the only visual relief from the constant white was something jade-green and black, flitting around in the foreground. The jade-green and black figure had turned to him with surprise when he’d groaned, and exclaimed “You’re awake!”
    When the green and black figure spoke, he instantly knew who it was that he was conversing with. It was the owner of the voice. He tried to say something else, but found that he was too weak to say anything at all. The voice whispered “Sssh…” and he felt a soft hand stroke the side of his face tenderly. “You’ll be all right soon. I’ve been feeding you energy from my own personal energy source.You’ll be on your feet in no time.”
    He felt her lips brush the skin near his ear, as she whispered to him. “Then we can be together as you promised.”
    More time passed, and the voice continued to care for him. Until, one day, at last, he could feel his arms and legs once more. He could move again. His thoughts were clear, free of the numbing ice prison’s confines. With a gasp, he fell forward, collapsing onto the cold ice floor. Lying there, he heard footsteps running across to him. Looking up, he could see that it was the green and black female who’d been caring for him for so long. She propped his head up, resting it in her lap, as he tried to speak. “Wh…what…?”
    “Just try and rest for a minute,” the voice replied. “I finally got you out of the ice capsule. You’re back.”
   “Who…are…?”
A melodious, tinkling laugh, like bells chiming together. “I told you. Don’t you remember? My name is Valkyria. Princess Valkyria.”
   “Princess…” he muttered. Inside, he was rejoicing. Not only was he free at last, but he also had a princess, willing to be at his beck and call. This definitely had possibilities.
   He opened his eyes, and blinked. Leaning over him was a young woman with a long, wavy mane of green hair, falling softly down to her waist. Her eyes were aquatic green, a shade darker than her hair, and her face was pretty and pixyish, with an uncommon touch of innocence, and ears that tapered off into points. She was wearing a tight black gown, the top half of which was an opaque black bodysuit, the lower half of which was a tight fishnet skirt, which matched her fingerless, elbow-length gloves. On one finger, she wore a large ring, a single green stone, which seemed to radiate a light of its own.
     “Valkyria,” she repeated, softer this time. She brushed a stray lock of golden hair away from his eyes, and smiled. “And you introduced yourself to me some time ago…General Jedite.”
     Jedite gazed up at Valkyria, and favoured her with his most dazzling smile.
 

The only light in the darkened apartment came from the crack in the curtains, the light of the bright, milky yellow harvest moon slicing into the darkness. From the gloom, several faint voices soon became distinct.
“She just won’t give up. I have no idea what to do; I thought maybe you - ”
   “So you summoned us up just to discuss your romantic frustrations? Jeez, Endymion, we thought it was an emergency.”
  “Well, it is, Neflyte! If I don’t make some sort of commitment, and soon, Serena’s going to leave me. She never says anything, but I can see it when she looks at me, in the inflections of her voice. She wants more from me than I know how to give, and I just thought that…that you could…”
  A sigh. “Endymion, when we were alive, we were your Generals. Our mission was to serve and protect you. It was not to give advice to the lovelorn! Get over it, for Selenity’s sake. We have better things to do with our afterlives,” the voice added sarcastically.
   “Exactly,” piped up another, higher voice. “We’re here to give you advice on important things. We’re not here to dish out the dirt on how to get your little arm ornament back.”
   “Don’t call her that, Zoisite!”
“I call things as I see ‘em, Endymion. You used to say that was why you hired me.”
“She’s not an `arm ornament’, okay? She’s my girlfriend. I can’t believe I’m discussing this with a bunch of dead guys, anyway…”
“Dead guys and girl.”
“Whatever.”
   “Quiet down, now, Zoisite,” spoke up a fourth voice, calmer and more commanding than the first two. “Look, Endymion, it seems to me that your problem’s quite simple. After everything that’s happened to you in your life, you fear commitment. And who could blame you? You still are quite vague as to your actual past; you’re not sure if you want to get too close to Serena for fear of hurting her, and hurting yourself.”
  “Spare me the psychoanalysis, okay, Malachite?” responded Endymion frostily. “You don’t know how I feel.”
   “I might,” replied Malachite quietly. “That is, if you were a little clearer about expressing your feelings, maybe I’d understand a little better. Maybe everyone would.”
Malachite reached out to touch Endymion’s shoulder in a gesture of comfort, only to find it passed through him, as insubstantial as the night breeze. “At least you can reach out to her, if you so wish. Us? We are merely shadows; ghosts, if you will, of the men we once were.”
“And woman.”
“Shut up, Zoisite. As I was saying, Endymion; all you really have to do is try and reach out to her. She just needs reassurance that you still care for her; maybe some kind of gesture that would mean something to her would do it. She only needs to know that you’ll be there, that’s all.”
“For someone who died a few months ago, that’s pretty good advice.”
“Don’t mock the dead, Cape Boy,” sniffed Zoisite huffily.
   Malachite put a comforting arm around Zoisite, and explained to Endymion “Don’t mind her; she’s just a little over-tired. She’ll be fine in the morning.”
“Don’t talk about me like I’m a car!”
“You’re right, Zoisite. I think of you as more like the Titanic myself.”
“Neflyte, SHUT UP!” “I can’t believe Neflyte ever managed to get anything done in this dump,” muttered Jedite, scanning the ruins of the cathedral. “This place is nearly falling apart.”
   “Oh, I don’t know…” commented Valkyria, running a finger down the peeling paint wall. “We could restore it – I mean, the Midnight Star could, maybe,” she finished lamely, withering under Jedite’s glare.
   “When I want your opinion, Valkyria, my love, I’ll ask for it,” Jedite replied coldly, walking away form her, further down into the cathedral. “Well, it may not be exactly what I had in mind…but we can work with it. If Neflyte managed it, so can I.”
   “I thought you hated Neflyte?” Valkyria cut in.
“I did,” was the reply. “That’s why I’m going to use his own tactics against those he eventually sought to protect.”
   “But if he’s dead,” Valkyria voiced her concern “Then what good will revenge do?”
Jedite spun around, looking fiercely into her eyes, smiling in a way that made her heart do a backflip. “That, my darling Princess, is where you come in…”
  The knock at the door came as something of a wakeup call to Darien, who groaned and turned over to the nightstanc. Nine AM. Shouldn’t have stayed up so late, he berated himself as he got dressed and went over to the door.
     Standing on the doorstep, her arms folded and her eyes narrowed against the glare of the early morning sunlight, was Serena. “Up bright and early again, eh, Darien?” she said, raising an eyebrow. “I thought we were gonna go out this morning.”
    Darien rubbed his eyes. “Uh…yeah…sorry, Serena. I guess I stayed up a little too late last night.”
   “Well, you should have remembered at least,” Serena responded, sweeping into the apartment. “But then, I guess when it comes to me you do have a rather selective memory, huh?”
   “What? Serena…what are you talking about?”
“Your reluctance to express any emotions at all to me beyond `Get out of my way, Meatball Head’ for a start,”snorted Serena. “Or maybe we could start with your selling us all out to Queen Beryl, hmm?”
    “Serena…”
 “Don’t even try to defend yourself, you pathetic slime,” Serena shot back, pushing the startled Darien out of the way. “You don’t care about me! You don’t care about anyone other than yourself!”
    Collapsing onto the sofa, she burst into tears, burying her face in a cushion. “You don’t love me! You don’t even trust me! How can we go on together if you don’t even trust me…?”
    Darien’s heart melted. Sitting down beside her, he rested an arm across her shaking shoulders. “Is that was this is all about…?”
“Of course it is!” Looking up at him, her eyes wide and brimming with silvery tears, Serena managed a melting quiver of a smile. “You know I love you, Darien. It’s just…Just…Why can’t you just tell me how you feel? Let me know what’s going on in your heart and your mind. Just let me in for once; give me some kind of sign, a gesture to show that you really care…”
   Wrapping her in his arms, Darien kissed her forehead, where the crescent moon usually resided. “All right. A gesture. If that’s what you want, that’s what you’ll get. Anything you want – just name it.”
  “I…I want…to…see the…the crystals…the Generals…crystals.” She dried her tears with the back of her hand, looked up, and blinked twice. “Please. Just this once? I’ll never ask again, I promise…”
   Odd request, thought Darien. Why would Serena ask to see the crystals that held her once-greatest foes within their confines? Something was wrong about this, something he just couldn’t put his finger on…
   “Darien?” asked Serena, blinking innocently. “The crystals? Pur-leeease?”
Darien sighed. “All right. Okay, you can see them, Just once. And be very careful, all right?”
Serena smiled happily. “All right!”
Her mood now totally changed, she hopped up off the sofa and took Darien’s hand. “Come on. Come on! I’m just dying to see them…”
  Confused, but no less determined to demonstrate his trust in her, Darien gripped her hand and led her over to the bedroom. As she sat down, perched on the edge of the bed, he quickly sifted through the contents of his dresser drawer. Finally, he found the items he was looking for: the three crystals: one green, one blue, and one yellow.
    Taking a deep breath, he turned back around to face the expectant Serena, holding out the crystals at arm’s length, not far from her face. “Here.”
   A look of awe took over Serena’s features, as she gazed at the beautiful, glittering gemstones nestled in the palm of Darien’s hand. “You mean, these…?” she breathed.
   He nodded. “Yes.”
She lightly placed her dainty hand on the edge of his, leaning forward to get a closer look at the crystals, her lips slightly parted. “How do you…I mean, how do they get out of there? I mean…is there…a way?”
     A smile touched Darien’s lips. “We-ell…as a matter of fact…”
Serena gasped, and clapped her hands together. “Show me! Oh, Darien, this would mean so much to me, if I could just see them…”
   Almost sorrowfully, Darien shook his head. “Sorry, Serena. I talked to them a little while ago, and I don’t think they’d like being woken up again. Zoisite called me all manner of foul names the first time I woke her up and I don’t particularly care to repeat that experience.”
   “But you can bring them back?”
“Sort of. I can’t bring them actually back to life, in the physical sense; they’re just ghosts, kind of. I mean, you can talk to them, and they’ll talk to you, but they’re…not really alive. Do you know what I mean?”
  She nodded. “I think so…So how do you bring them back, anyway?”
“You have to throw them onto the ground, and say `Arise, generals of Endymion, your commander summons you’.” He smiled. “It’s really kind of a stupid invocation, but they insist on a little pomp and ceremony now and then.”
   Serena smiled, and held out her hand. “May I? I just want to look at them a little longer…touch them.”
   Darien looked down at her doubtfully. She was sitting there, her eyes so large and so blue, with the most innocent expression on her face…How could he ever have doubted her? Of course she was trustworthy; if he couldn’t trust the woman he loved, after all, who could he trust?
   “All right,” he said gently, handing them to her. “But be careful.”
Once the crystals wer ein her hand, she turned them over, one at a time, in wonder, her pretty face reflected dazzlingly in the multifaeceted green, yellow and blue surfaces. “They’re so beautiful,” she said softly, as though speaking through a dream. “So beautiful…and full of so much power, too.”
   She smiled again, this time differently. Secretively.
“He’ll be so happy with me this time…”
Instantly, Darien whirled around, on his guard. “Who? Who’ll be happy with you, Serena?” He gripped her shoulders, staring into her eyes, his own eyes hunted and wild. “Who? Tell me!”
  Serena squirmed. “Darien – you’re hurting me! Let me go. I didn’t say anything! I don’t know what you mean!”
   Staring into the blue pools of her eyes, Darien seemed to calm down. He slid his hands off her shoulders, and turned back around. “You’re right,” he muttered. “I’ve got to stop this paranoia. I’m sorry, Serena. I’m really sorry. It must have been my imagination…”
   “It’s okay…Endymion.” A chuckle, mean and tinkling, sent chills down Darien’s spine. He turned around, slowly. “Why did you call me that? You never call me that.”
   She didn’t reply, just sat there on the bed, looking at him discomfitingly, still chuckling in a low voice.
  Darien began to feel a cold drop of sweat from on the side of his face. He moved forward, and held out his hand. “Look, I think you’d better go now, Serena. Just give me back the crystals and I’ll - ”
  “You’re never getting the crystals back, Endymion. Ever. Ever. Again.” She started to laugh again, this time high-pitched and nasty. “You’re so careless. Still, I can’t complain. I got what I wanted.”
   Darien blinked. ‘Serena, what do you - ”
Without warning, Serena leapt up, grabbed one of the ming vases from beside Darien’s bed, and smashed him over the head with it as hard as she could. He hit the floor with a dull, sickening THUD, a thin stream of blood beginning to ebb from his nose.
   Standing over him, the crystals still grasped in one hand, Serena let out a snort of mirth and contempt, dropping the remains of the vase onto the floor beside him. “Sweet dreams, sucker!” she said, in a voice that was not her own, a low, melodic, threatening voice.
   With a tiny sigh, Serena’s features rippled, like the sand at the edge of the waves on the beach, and smoothed out again – into the face, form, hair and clothing of Valkyria. She grinned to herself, tossed the crystals into the air, snatched them into her hand again, and, catlike, leapt to the windowsill, crouching, one arm held out straight across for balance. The moon was crescent, waning, and silhouetted her there on the sill, her long green hair swirling around her like a jade-coloured sea.
   “And that’s all she wrote,” she said softly, before leaping out the window, vaulting across the rooftops in her catlike way, or, perhaps more accurately, like a dog, running back to its master.
   On the floor, in the apartment, Darien lay still.
 

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